Today was a good day. I took it as it came. I felt even-keeled and clear-headed, at times even confident. I felt like a grown-up, I felt like I could handle what was in front of me. I haven't felt that way in awhile. It felt nice. I'll recognize it as fleeting and I'll try not to be too upset when I fall apart tomorrow or the next day, but today, I'll take it.
I was still incredibly fucking hungry today, all day long, don't get me wrong. But it felt like...background noise, if that makes sense. I felt like I could just recognize it and then move on with my business. I know I won't feel like that every day, but just knowing that I can feel like that every once in awhile is something. It wasn't a great day, but it was a good day, and there's still an hour or so left so I know anything could fuck it up and I ain't trying to tempt the Gods or anything, so I think I'll just stop there. Goodnight.
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